- 6.
My heart was dead, shattered into pieces.
“Think about what you’ve done, I’ll come back
for you later.”
He threw the wood a foot away from me.
I slowly sank…
I had a long dream, and woke up in the
hospital.
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My old colleagues were taking care of me.
Their eyes were red, like they’d been crying.
“Is everything ready?”
They all nodded, tears streaming down their
faces, and asked me why I was doing this.
But if I didn’t do this, I wouldn’t escape his
grasp.
I’d known he was checking up on me.
He’d even given me a necklace with a tracker.
I’d started leaving it at home whenever I went
out. One time, Betty saw me.
She turned away and pretended not to notice.
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The tracker necklace was at the bottom of
the swamp now.
I stayed in the hospital for two days, and
Cody sent me a message.
“Where’d you go? Get back here and make
dinner.”
For three years, I’d cut myself off from my
friends and devoted my time to learning how
to cook, so he could have a hot meal
whenever he wanted.
During the first year, he took advantage of
pretending to be sick.
He’d throw his plate on the floor, and I’d
make it again.
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Now I knew the scar on my head was from
when Ashley and my childhood friend, Nick,
went on their honeymoon. He was angry and
threw a glass bowl, and it cut me.
On the third day, he sent me a long, rambling
text message. I glanced at it.
All about how he wanted to “help” me.
I just turned off my phone.
I knew what time it was, so I released the
information about an unidentified female body
being found by the police.
I used a voice changer and a burner phone to
call Cody.
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When he picked up, he was breathing heavily,
mixed with a woman’s moans.
“Hello, are you related to Sarah?”
He froze.
“Babe, it’s probably a scammer.
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“We pulled a body out of the swamp, and the
phone number on the back of her phone is
yours.”
The phone clicked off.
I knew he would. I called my friend. “Okay, do
it.”
My phone rang again. He’d checked the
I snapped the SIM card in half and threw it
away.
After having a farewell dinner with my friends,
I boarded a plane and left.
I moved into a small apartment that I’d bought
ahead of time.
At the hospital, the doctor ran a bunch of
tests.
Because I’d caught it early, I could live for ten
years, maybe longer.
I breathed a sigh of relief. Now I could live for
myself.
After two weeks, I was starting to get used to
the weather in England and had even
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the weather in England, and had even
adopted a kitten.
The pain only came out at night.
During the day, I was happy. But at night, I’d
wake up screaming.
My neighbor suggested I see a therapist, and
it helped.
I started taking my kitten to the park.
I baked, and went to dinner with some other
Americans.
My life was full and happy.
A month went by, and the story was blowing
up back home.
“It’s been a month, why is she still mad? Tell
her to come back!”
“This is bad.”
Betty rushed up to Cody and showed him her
phone.
It was a post about unclaimed property.
It was the tracker necklace that Cody had
given me.
I loved it, and never took it off.
He froze, his legs giving out. He didn’t want
to believe it.
Cody frantically opened his phone, and finally
looked at the photos he’d been sent.
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His phone dropped to the floor.
Ashley picked it up, and immediately deleted
the picture.
“She’s just trying to make you jealous so
you’ll go find her.”
“But Sarah would never leave without telling
- me. I knew something was wrong.”
“Did she find out what happened before….?”
Cody looked guilty.
“Enough! You’re just a servant, who asked
you to interrupt?”
- 7.
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Ashley yelled at Betty.
Cody felt a flicker of annoyance.
He knew she wasn’t a good person, but today
he was really sick of her.
Cody ran to the basement.
Ashley followed him, and saw the walls
covered with photos of her.
“I’m so moved…‘
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“Get back to work. We need money. To raise
our kid.”
“It’s probably a misunderstanding, or an act
of jealousy. She and I have been close since
we were kids.”
Cody looked at the water glass.
Ashley had looked over at him, but when he
hadn’t responded, threw the cup into the floor
breaking it into pieces.
Cody felt angry, but then, looking at her face,
didn’t say anything.
They were walking out the door holding hands
when Betty came running.
“Everyone, stay away from the swamp! A girl
died out there a month ago, and no one has
claimed the body.”
Cody stopped.
“The swamp doesn’t have very deep water,
no one could drown,” Ashley said
Cody said “Betty, you should be following
me”
“I don’t understand, are they together?”
“Why is she doing this?”
The bottom of the swamp has turned into a
whirlpool
Cody knew she had learned the truth
Ashley said that “it’s ok to not let her hurt
you”
Cody went into the basement, went to the
computer, and looked up the browser history.
He froze, tears filling his eyes.
His hands were shaking, and he asked his
assistant to find the location of the funeral
home.
He joined his hands and begged for this to all
just be a dream.
Because I always told him this can always
keep him lucky.
When he got to the funeral home, he could
barely walk.
The assistant had to help him.
The staff took him to the viewing room.
And handed him an urn.
Cody went crazy, yelling that he didn’t believe
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“You’re lying! I didn’t see the body, I don’t
believe it!”
The staff showed him photos. The clothes,
the bracelet on my wrist, and the tattoo I’d
gotten for him.
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And the blurry face — it was me.
He saw the corpse’s face, and fell to his
knees, crying. He finally accepted it.
He took my ashes home, and bought a burial
plot.
He spent every day hugging the urn, drinking,
and crying.
“Good riddance. I’m glad she’s gone!”
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Ashley put her arms around Cody from
behind.
“When are you going to take over the
company? I need you to think about our
kids…”
“He just never comes home.”
“What a blessing, her sister is going to take
care of her dad.”
Cody felt a wave of disgust for Ashley.
He shoved her to the ground.
“Get out!”
He wandered into the bedroom.
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The place that was once filled with photos
and couple’s things was empty.
Everywhere in the house reminded him of me.
The grab bar next to the bed, to keep me
from falling out at night.
The notes I’d left in the bathroom.
The food in the fridge, with little notes.
“Cody eats two bowls!”
“Cody’s favorite ribs!”
The lunch was made on the 20, which was
one day before Cody said he came out of his
slumber.
“So she knew the entire time.”
Cody was remembering all the things he had
done to me for his lover.
He was in pain and broke down and cried.
He sat on the bed and saw a stain on my
pillow.
When he looked closer, he saw it was a tear
stain, the tears had left a mark.
“Smack.”
Cody slapped himself.
The house still had traces of me.
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Our laughter was gone.
Three years had gone by in an instant.
He had grown accustomed to me by his side,
and in the end he grew to love me.
He picked up the urn, went downstairs.
His legs had grown weak.
When the ashes fell on the floor.
All of the white powder spilled out on the
floor.
He lost control of his emotions and began.
pleading and begging
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry. It was my fault”
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He took a whiff of the powder.
- 8.
It was powder milk.
I didn’t lose my teeth.
He was laughing again, he knew that his
smoke wouldn’t leave him.
If only he could’ve found his sister, and
helped take care of her.
She was crying when she saw him again.
He was at that time to say that he was wrong,
and that he could fix it.
The woman said “she told you that this was a
mistake a while back, and I am sure it’s the
killers fault.
The way that she would look at you and never
get angry.
I made it where you wouldn’t need her, and
was the sister and brother of her.
She was an amazing women, to not have
those bad feelings.
Why are we adding our innocent girl’s hearts
broken, for your romance?”
“The girl who got their heart broken is the
one who will always win her”
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I began telling her the truth, I didn’t know that
he was that type of person.
From the side of the country came a new
plan.
We would be a success.
Once I began planning my escape with my
sister and cousin, I’ll be getting ready to print
another 3D.
The reason being so I can make sure I can
avoid this bad time.
I began moving the items to be ready for all
of this.
The side of the country where I made
everything will soon begin a new path where
the love will be different than it was before.
While sitting down I began reading the new
and great news.
I’m thinking about how all of the bad things
I’ve heard is a sign of something I once
believed.
He never let me go the correct way, so why
after fake being him he’ll be so bad?
It’s never meant to be happy.
It wasn’t a long time ago that I did a wedding
test, I learned about those things back when I
would do the wedding.
It wasn’t long enough to see how far it’ll take
me, everything has gotten so bad.
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It was just a private party, where the third
wheel got away.
For everything that had gone wrong, that was
all I needed.
I made sure to grab my dog, and take him to
the shelter.
At what point could he still be the same?
My phone began ringing, it was a number I
couldn’t recognize
I then pulled the side trigger, I turned the
strangers to being locked.
The phone here in England, had gotten sent
to me by my brother to make things better for
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I began a conversation with him.
We haven’t been together for now.
England is now my safe place, so I don’t have
to be someone else to be able to fix any
situation.
In this safe place, I am able to hang out with
others, and we have the same goals.
The one thing that I’ve learned is, the life you
create is the most amazing life, just you.
I will always be here for you.
We will always have a safe house for you.
I’ll always stay the same and be proud of you.
At this time, the two companies that were left
in the side of the country were on the same
path.
Those two being Norths and Smiths.
Smith knew that she was going to ruin the
things that had been planned out already.
My family wanted to say I set all of this up
and was killed.
All of this had happened back when she
began talking to me.
The house began going into ruins.
This is where you can see how things were.
- 9.
Г
Lee went to the house to look for Blake.
Lee said Blake would be back soon.
But it took a while for that to happen,
because the home was now a ghost town
“Sister is doing some amazing thing with her
life at the moment”
Lee said that what she had done was
unforgivable and asked for a moment.
They went to the hospital together.
The children went home.
Blake has never met the father.
Blake wanted to bring it to the hospital with
him.
They both wanted to make sure the same
tests were in place.
The two of them said everything that was
going on and found out they were wrong.
She said “I did an act of nature. I didn’t give
birth to you”
- 10.
Lee asked Blake for a moment of forgiveness.
Blake said that he wanted to stay far.
Blake was now broken down and was crying.
“I was tricked. This is the life I would’ve had!”
Blake heard everything that was said.
Blake has now left to be the man he was born
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to be and had the life that he wanted.
This is how you can create a life.
I remember I would tell the children about our
life and was one that will continue to be with
us and make sure everything is ok for the
both of us!
The man has just arrived at the door.
Blake got over with the children and went to
be together forever.
After many months Blake came to see me.
I got over them and told them everything.
“Let me get my money out and I’ll be over
later to tell you more about what’s been
going on❞
I didn’t understand everything that was
coming out.
“I was under the influence and I am in charge
of what will be said.”
Blake said that what I told them had changed
his life, and I helped him.
I asked them “what the worst thing had
happened in the life you wanted?”
She told him what the reason was, and asked
him to tell them all of it.
“I did everything, and can’t remember”
Blake reached down and grabbed the knife.
I have had bad life, can I tell you about it?
“I had a life and they stole it from me
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She grabbed Blake, and began touching the
scars.
“It wasn’t worth it, Blake”
She asked what I wanted, as they began
touching the scars.
“I did everything, and was used! It wasn’t
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what I wanted!
“I am here for you”
“I am sorry to tell you. There are many years
left that Blake said that she had”
“I made the most bad decision in my life! To
give you the life that I did!”
“Is the reason I began to have problems, so
where I am now it should not be?”
“They can move on, but now I should know.
Everything from the beginning”
“The life I was given was the worst one ever!
It wasn’t like I wanted!”
Blake went to his family, and began to tell
them everything.
The family then showed him a video.
I told you everything about what happened in
your life because it didn’t go with you!
The rest of the story.
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Blake went on to tell me that “I was going to
show you what I have, but this life is worth
more than just a couple hours”
I told him about myself, and told him about
things that had happened to me.
A side story that has been said about me and
I remember.
After a few weeks, it came to me.
The side of the story about me and what has
been said.
Everyone in the world deserves to be happy.
I was asked a question about what had
happened to me, and I explained it the best I
could.
There were two people that were going to
The names didn’t matter but here it is!
They began by the side of the people that
were going to ruin our lives.
There was a story that began to have its end.
I am now working as a volunteer!
All of them have began coming together and
making me see what’s coming
I’m learning new things now and began to see
that they all help me in my new time.
These people would always ask about the
person to be, when they are the type to care
for others.
I remember everything that these people
would talk about when everything was going
on in their life.
Did they care about those? Did they worry?
Every so often there has been new news that
in seing all over the place now
There may not be a great story but one of
them are just amazing.
The wife was the one that pushed the dad to
the ground.
He had everything.
And was caught.
All together
I was in the forest picking blueberries.
Just enjoying life.
