What am I?
I walked on the road, with nowhere to go.
When I was taken home by Ryan, I had a high
fever.
Ryan is my senior brother, and my teacher is
currently abroad.
He took care of me by my side all night.
“Xia Zhi, why didn’t you tell me about such a
big thing, I couldn’t find you these few days.”
He tried to speak to me in a gentle tone, but
unconsciously mixed a trace of anger.
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I cried in his arms, pouring out all my
grievances.
He comforted me that it was all over.
After a while, I stayed at his house, he took
care of me in every possible way, we didn’t
mention the previous things to each other,
maintaining a delicate balance.
Under his careful care, my mood gradually
stabilized.
It seems to have returned to the beginning, he
draws in the studio, I quietly read a book next
to him, a peaceful scene.
He makes me different meals every day, and
patiently accompanies me, I seem to have
come out a little bit.
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Kevin found the door by some means.
He looked at me mockingly, “Found a new
lover so quickly? I’ve been busy solving your
mess for you these days.”
I panicked and wanted to call Ryan, but he
knocked my phone off.
“Xia Zhi, are you afraid to see me now?” He
looked at me angrily, his eyes seemed to be
spitting fire, as if I had betrayed him.
Kevin’s eyes always stayed on me, “Xia Zhi,
next week is our wedding, I have handled your
previous affairs, you go back with me now.”
His high attitude is as if I am a cheap toy
without self–esteem, the master beckons his
fingers and I should go back obediently, I
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looked at him in despair, he has never
changed, it is I who misidentified people and
harmed myself.
He approached step by step, I retreated step by step, my body against the wall.
I humbly knelt on the ground, “Young Master
Kevin, it was my fault, you have a lot, let me
go, I wish you and Miss Bai a happy marriage
for a hundred years, I will not disturb you in
the future.”
He looked at me in astonishment: “Xia Zhi,
what are you talking about?”
Kevin’s body trembled a little, he supported
the wall, looked at me on the ground, “I have
solved the matter of Bai Weiwei, she stole the
wedding dress last time, I asked her to try it
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on for you, at that time I wanted to keep her
to take care of you, those false news I have
handled it well, no one will bother you again
in the future.”
Tears fell drop by drop on the ground, “Kevin,
let me go, it was my momentary confusion, I
have lost my right hand, I can’t paint anymore,
I have nothing, can you let me go.”
I couldn’t believe it, this time it’s my hand,
what’s next? My life?
I’m just an ordinary person, I want to live
quietly.
Kevin took a step forward and wanted to get
closer to me, I screamed and shrank into
Ryan’s arms.
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“Don’t come here, Bai Weiwei, she will kill
me.”
He looked at me blankly, at a loss, his
trembling hands exposed the anxiety in his
heart.
“Weiwei, what does this have to do with
Weiwei, I and she are just senior brothers and
sisters.”
There was a hint of panic in his expression,
and things were already out of his control.
No, things have never been in his control.
I heard his pleading voice for the first time:
“Xia Zhi, next week is our wedding, every
place is carefully designed by me, can you go
back with me?”
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Wedding, our wedding? I have fantasized
about it countless times, but now these have
nothing to do with me.
