Behind his blue eyes Ch 2

Behind his blue eyes Ch 2

Chapter 2: Escape 

I can handle this on my own, thanks,I mutter into the phone, as much to 

convince myself as to tell Ethan

Just as I’m about to hang up, Ethan suddenly calls my name. Sophie, just go 

home. I’ll explain everything later.” 

Explain what?I almost say out loud. Just more bullsh*t lies to keep me on the hook like he’s done for years. Another round of baby, she’s just a friendor you’re the only one that matterswhile he’s out playing happy couple with his 

precious Ava

I end the call without a response and order an Uber to take me back to his luxury Upper East Side apartmentthe place I’ve foolishly called home for years, even though my name isn’t on a single piece of paper connected to it

Ethan doesn’t come back that night

I’m kept awake by fireworks outside the windowsome rich a**hole’s private party on a rooftop nearby. Each explosive pop makes me flinch, reminding me of the way my cheek still stings from the hospital’s antiseptic wipes. Unable to sleep, I grab my iPad and try to focus on sketching designs for the Tiffanywannabe client who’s paying me obscene money for a custom engagement ring

My finger accidentally brushes the Instagram icon in the corner. A post from an hour ago catches my eye immediately

It’s from Avaa perfectly filtered photo of fireworks lighting up the Manhattan skyline, champagne flutes in the foreground, and Ethan’s watch visible on a wrist at the edge of the frame. The caption makes my stomach turn

I’ve traveled halfway around the world, but I always come back to you, E. Back to 

our fireworks, our champagne, and all those promises we whispered. You were worth every minute of the wait. #soulmates #finallybackin nyc #perfectnight” 

I stare at it for what feels like forever, then realize with a jolt that I’m logged into Ethan’s Instagram account on my iPad

I have zero interest in scrolling through their flirty comments and lovesick DMs.

close the app immediately, my hands shaking

By morning, the antibiotics have kicked in and I’m feeling stronger. I head to my 

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office downtown right on time

My boss, Mirandaa fortysomething New Yorker who curses like a sailor and dresses like she stepped out of Vogueholds my resignation letter between her bloodred manicured nails. Her face falls when I tell her I’m moving to Switzerland 

to get married

Without you, I’m losing my best g**damn designer,she sighs, tossing the letter onto her glass desk. And for what? To marry some Swiss banking bro you’ve never even f**ked? J**us, Sophie, I thought I taught you better.” 

I don’t know what to say. Miranda’s been my mentor, my advocate, and sometimes. the closest thing I’ve had to a real friend in New York. So I just hug her, breathing in her signature Jo Malone perfume, thanking her for giving a chance to a naive girl from Connecticut with a portfolio full of dreams

Word spreads fast. By lunch, my coworkers know I’m leaving, and they’re insistent on taking me out for a farewell dinner

I don’t refuse, and immediately book a table at Ethan’s favorite steakhouse. Not because it holds special memories, but because my knowledge of Manhattan restaurants is pathetically limited to places he’s taken me

During dinner, I excuse myself to use the bathroom. Of course, because the universe f**king hates me, I run straight into Ava

She smiles with fake sweetness, deliberately blocking my path. Oh my God, if it isn’t the babysitter’s club!Her perfectly manicured hand touches my arm. So random seeing you here. Ethan and I had our third date at this place back in college. God, we’ve probably dropped thousands of dollars here over the years.She tosses her hair, her diamond earrings catching the light. This place is likeour spot.” 

I force a tight smile and try to get past her, not feeling any obligation to make small talk with the woman who’s celebrating my replacement

But she’s not done. She steps closer, her voice dropping to a confidential whisper. I noticed something last time. Ethan always rinses the shrimp for you before serving it. Are you sensitive to spicy food too?” 

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That single word-too-makes me pause

The truth is, I actually love spicy food. But Ethan has always insisted on rinsing my shrimp, claiming it’s too much heat for your systemor some other bullsh*t about 

how ladies shouldn’t eat food that makes them sweat.” 

I always thought he was being protective of me. Now I see it was just muscle 

memory from years of doing it for Ava

The person who can’t handle spice is Ava, not me

Seeing my silence, she leans in closer, the scent of her expensive perfume almost suffocating me. Her eyes scan my face like she’s appraising merchandise

You know,she whispers, her voice dripping with false intimacy, ever since Ethan first brought you around, I’ve been dying to askhas anyone ever told you that 

you look just like me? Just a younger, less polished version?She laughs lightly.

mean, it’s so obvious why he picked you. You’re basically me with training wheels.” 

I’ve never felt more humiliated in my life. I feel like I might throw up right there on her designer shoes. I push past her and practically run back to our private dining room, her satisfied smirk burning in my memory

Back with my colleagues, their laughter and warmth slowly thaws the ice in my 

veins

Just as I’m starting to relax again, the door to our private room swings open. Ethan stands there, momentarily surprised at the sight of two tables full of people

His eyes scan the crowd and lock directly onto me

When our eyes meet, I see barely contained rage simmering beneath his surface. I have no idea what I’ve done wrong

He clenches his fist and calls my name, ordering me to come outside

Confused, I follow him into the hallway, where he suddenly slaps me hard across 

the face

It’s the first time he’s ever hit me

I stare at him in shock, but there’s no guilt or hesitation in his eyesonly pure fury

Why the f**k did you push Ava?he growls. You knew her ankle was injured.

told 

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you I’d explain things later, but you had to go and act like a jealous b**ch?” 

My cheek burns from the impact

From down the hall, Ava limps toward us

Her blouse is rumpled and wet, with dirty smudges on it

open my mouth to explain that I never touched her, but before I can speak, she dramatically collapses to the floor

Ethan shoves me aside without a second thought and rushes to gather her in his 

arms

What are you doing out here?he scolds her gently. I said I’d bring her to 

apologize to you.” 

Though his words sound stern, his voice is dripping with concern

Ava shakes her head, her eyes welling with tears. It’s not a big deal. I’m sure she 

didn’t mean it. Don’t be so hard on her.” 

Then she plays her trump card: If her brother finds out you hit her, it could ruin your friendship with him.” 

At the mention of my brother, something flickers in Ethan’s eyes. But when he 

looks back at Ava, his resolve hardens

Her brother entrusted her to me. If she does something wrong, I have every right 

to correct her behavior.” 

I let out a bitter laugh. What exactly did I do? Even criminals get due process. You’re accusing me and hitting me without a shred of evidence. Have you ever considered you might be wrong?” 

Ethan clenches his fists, glaring at me. You knew there are no security cameras in the bathroom. That’s why you felt safe attacking her in there.” 

I find his logic both laughable and painfully hurtful

If there are no cameras, how can you be so sure I did anything?I challenge him

Are you suggesting Ava would make this up? She’d need a reason to lie about you. I’ve known her for yearsshe’s not the type to lie.” 

So I’m the liar by default?” 

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After seven years together, I thought Ethan would at least trust my character. But I was wrong. When Ava is involved, those seven years mean nothing. Her word alone is enough to condemn me, enough to leave me with no defense. This isn’t just favoritismit’s blind devotion

And I’m nothing but a temporary replacement, a poor substitute who never 

mattered

There’s no point arguing further. Ignoring Ethan’s angry shouts, I turn and walk 

away

With the mark of his hand still red on my face, I don’t want to ruin my colleaguesnight. Instead of returning to the private room, I go to the front desk and pay the 

entire bill

I text everyone that something came up and I had to leave, telling them to enjoy 

themselvesdinner’s on me

Dragging my exhausted body back to the apartment, I punch in the door code- his birthday, because of course it isand find myself looking at this place I’ve 

called home for seven years with new eyes

Every corner holds memories of Ethan and me together. The kitchen island where we’ve had s*x countless times. The shower where he first told me he loved me. The couch where we’ve spent hundreds of nights tangled together watching movies. What I once thought was beautiful now feels like knives stabbing into my heart. Seven years of my life, and what do I have to show for it? Not even a drawer with my name on it. Not a single framed photo of us together on display when guests 

come over

I realize now I’ve been living in a beautiful, luxurious prison of my own making. And Ethan has always held the key

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