Ethan Williams Extra 4
Istart drinking heavily and not going home, numbing myself this way I tell everyone I’m already married. I have a wife,
she’s very beautiful, liked her for over a decade before finally winning har over.
loften laugh and cry over my chat history with har
They all say I’ve gone mad.
I’m not mad, I just miss har too much.
Lily comes to find me again.
I don’t see her but she won’t give up.
Finally finding a chance to confront mo at the bar, “Ethan, what are you doing?”
What am I doing?
I was drinking, after Sophia loft. I lost interest in everything. I couldn’t bear to go back to that home, filled with memories of her but locking her prosence.
The only way to vant my pent–up emotions and find relief was through drinking and indulgence.
“Lily, got lost, okay?”
She came over and hugged me, “She’s so old and wasted so much of your time, why won’t you look at mo?”
“I’m young, and the key is that I love you. I’ve recklessly loved you for ten years, with eyes and heart only for you. I’m much
cleaner than her.”
Cleaner?
I pushed hor away forcefully, fooling a tinge of sourness in my eyes,
I haven’t slept well, every time I close my eyes, all I see is Sophia’s shadow.
Ithought I would feel pleasure after getting revenge on her, but no, I only felt a heart–wrenching pain that made it hard
to breathe.
From age twelve to twenty–eight, it’s been sixteen years.
I actually lost her, I regret it so much.
I really regret it immensely
Without warning. I covered my face and broke down in tears.
Lily tried to approach, I looked up at her coldly. “If you don’t want to disappear from New York City, then get lost”
“Also, the sponsorship you get from the Williams family ands here.”
That night, I returned to the bridal chamber Ishared with Sophia. Ilay on the floor of the study, curled up hugging the
wedding dress.
It was three years later that I heard she completed her doctorate.
Without a second thought. I flaw over, I wanted to see her, to apologize
But she treated me with only cold indifference.
It seemed she truly didn’t love me anymore.
Irefused to believe it. Wo had loved for so many years, how could love just disappear?
So I stayed, wanting to win her back like I did before.
A good woman is afraid of a persistent man. As long as I lowered my stance, her soft heart would see me, right? But she really had no desire to see me at all.
Later, Oliver come too. I had already let go of my grudge against him. Looking back after time had passed, I realized how ridiculous my post jealousy was.
It’s just that Sophia called us to talk things out.
Eighteen years of feelings, she ended it just like that.
I finally understood, both Oliver and I lost. I was clearly the one who fell for her first, the one who had her, yet I lost
completely.
Yours went by
Every year, I would fly to England many times, just wanting
wanting to catch a glimpse of her from afar.
At age thirty–five. I saw har sitting in an outdoor chair holding a little pink bundle, sunlight filtering through clouds
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kissing her profile. The little girl’s features resembled hers so much.
In the distance, a tall handsome Chinese man bought ice cream and handed it to her.
When she smiled, she was still so beautiful.
Only, she didn’t belong to me, not anymore.
As I turned, I saw Oliver standing behind me as well.
He too, just silently watched them.
After a long while, when the family of three disappeared down the street, Oliver finally spoke, “Sophia shouldn’t have met the two of us.”
Glancing over, he said, “Ethan, when you were jealous of me back then, did you ever would be jealous of you?”
“But in the end, neither of us held onto her hand tightly.”
I let out a soft sigh, “Oliver, we’re both bastards Bastards don’t deserve love.”
For the rest of my life, I only hope that she can live safely, joyfully, and happily.
In a future without us.
ere would come a day when I
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