Chapter 206
RAMION’S POV
It was already quite an insightful day for me.
After I left the cell, I went to one of my secret hiding places
Somewhere I could be at peace. Where no one, not even Ivy could find me.
There I reflected on everything I heard directly from Hazel
needed to talk to Moon.
Whilst it was something to raise a brow too, something told me I still neede
He was at the center of all of this, and I needed to speak to him directly.
That wasn’t the only case. I couldn’t stop thinking about what Jenner told me.
Everyone kept saying the same thing. They were even beginning to sound like a broken record.
But the problem was that I didn’t know what to believe.
Everyone couldn’t be wrong right! But what if this was the rare case where they were all wrong!
What if I chose to believe them, and ended up regretting it later?
I wasn’t feeling like much of an alpha lately.
My alpha senses had been blurred. I couldn’t even make out a lie from the truth.
I sat facing a tree filled with ripened oranges
If I liked oranges, I would have plucked half of the tree already.
But I realized seconds after that I was just looking for a distraction
Something to keep my thoughts from wandering towards the direction it was headed.
I closed my eyes, and I couldn’t stop my mind from picturing her
It was always the case when I went for these solitude missions.
I would be doing great, until out of nowhere, she would ap
No matter what I did, I couldn’t shake her off.
Tappear in my head.
She had gotten deep into my system, and all I could think of when I tried to silent my mind was her.
“Sonia my lips moved, calling her name, as my mind conjured a picture of her.
Sonia crying. Sonia smiling Sonia laughing. Sonia coming to hug, or kiss me, after using her healing powers, just so I could recharge her. Sonia giggling in my ears, as I made love to her. Sonia, shy, but insightful.
shades of Sonia. The good, the beautiful, and the intelligent, because I couldn’t think of a single bad thing about her.
Except for the day I risked my life to bring her back to me, and she blatantly refused me.
My ego had taken the biggest bit of my entire life.
Teln’t gone
with enough armor, so I couldn’t even the consequences, and
wage
instant war, like a li
a brave alpha would do.
Instead, I had left with z
my tail tucked in between my legs
“Coward,” I whispered, and the gentle breeze that made up the afternoon, carried my words around.
I had been a coward, I have been the biggest coward.
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But I couldn’t be a coward that basked in self pity.
It was time for an action, having spent so long being inactive.
Rising to my feet, I began to return back to the pack.
“Where have you been?” I heard behind my back, just as I got to my quarters.
“Leave me alone, Daisy,” I repled without turning my head behind to look at her.
“Wrong answer. I came here to help you. I just can’t leave you alone.”
“Do you realize that you have a pack?” I asked her.
“I do. A huge pack,” she gloated.
“Do you realize big large packs need their alpha’s? I’d never understand leaving my pack for another pack, the way you and Liam do. Are you that bored, and jobless Or is there nothing fun to keep you in your pack?” I asked, hoping my harsh words would irritate her enough to leave.
I forgot I was dealing with a maniac, but was hastily reminded when she burst into a feat of laughter.
“What’s so funny?” I asked, stopping and turning to face her.
“You of course. You’re trying unnecessarily hard to be mean. Maybe you think if you are, it would push me away. But it already does have the opposite effect. Makes me want to stick around, and annoy you, whilst also helping you. What do you say?”
“I say go to hell,” I replied, and continued walking.
Ihastened my step so she didn’t catch up with me, b
“Hey, wait up!” She called after me
because I was done talking.
I hurried into my room, and slammed the door shut behind me
Thankfully, the person I wanted to see was there.
“What are you doing in my room?” I asked, realizing she was really in there w
without my knowledge.
“Oh common, Ramon. I thought we were way past that?” she drawled.
I regarded her briefly with my eyes. She was starting to swell in her face. Soon, she would have a protruding belly.
It was that thought that kept me from raising my voice at her.
“Lorena, we need to talk,” I said, walking over to my bed.
1 sat, and she sat next to me with a worried expression over
her
for face.
“What is it? Did something happen”
I didn’t know how to tell her this, or even a
ask her the questions on my mind without upsetting her.
I didn’t want to upset her, and in extension, upset my child.
She was
fe was already fragile, and delicate as it was.
“Hey, ask me anything. Talk to me about anything at all,” she said, placing her hands in mind.
I looked down at our fingers joined together, but my woll wished it was with someone else.
Ignoring its needs, I tried to sweeten the question by smiling first.
Right after, I asked what was on my mind.
“Have you betrayed me in any
by way, Lorena?”
Her brow shut up, and she made to move back, but I held her hands firmly in mine.
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“I just want to be sure we’re on the same page. Have you betrayed me.”
“I can’t believe you’d ask something that despicable. Is that how low you think of me?”
Her lips began to vibrate, and right before my eyes, she burst into
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