Unable to love Ch 4

Unable to love Ch 4

Amy! I know you’ve always disliked me

You’ve always left me out. But you can’t just 

say things like that!” 

く 

I was wrong to sleep with Mike, but we’re in 

love! You can’t force us apart!” 

I’m sorry. I didn’t know you hated me this 

much. I’m going to talk to your mom and dad

I’ll tell them I’m moving out.” 

Sarah wiped her eyes and went to walk 

upstairs

Don’t bother. Just leave. They’re on vacation

I’m in charge of the Harrison family now,

reminded her

Sarah stared at me, her eyes filled with 

hatred

Mike couldn’t take it anymore. He put his arm 

around Sarah

Amy, you’re too much! Sarah has always 

been so nice to you! You’re crossing the line!” 

He was furious. I realized that Mike was kind 

of ugly. I remembered Jason’s face

Don’t be nice anymore. If you have any pride

just move out. I’m going to have the 

housekeeper watch you pack. Anything you 

leave behind will be thrown away!” 

I’d given them an ultimatum

I’d played the part of the villain, and it felt 

great

I told Jason about it

He said, Good for you. They deserved it.” 

Since our first meeting, the ice had been

broken. Jason wasn’t acting distant

I asked him to teach me about business

I’d been too busy chasing Mike. I hadn’t 

learned a thing. I wanted to grow and help my 

dad

Jason was patient and generous. He 

answered my questions and peeled pistachios 

for me

I ate them, and the taste of nuts made me 

want to cry

I’d been dieting for years, because Mike liked skinny girls. I’d never allowed myself to eat

Jason was different. He fed me, like he was 

trying to make up for all the years I’d starved 

myself

I asked him, What if I get fat? Won’t that be 

embarrassing?” 

Jason smiled. Then I’ll get fat too, and we’ll 

both be embarrassed.” 

He thought about something, and his smile 

faded

I never saw you eat anything at school.” 

I’d been dieting since middle school, just so

could be pretty for Mike. No one had ever 

cared

I wouldn’t do that anymore. I was going to eat 

I wouldn’t do that anymore. I was going to eat 

and live

The sun was shining. Jason was kind. My 

parents were sending me vacation photos

For the first time since I’d been reborn, I was 

happy

That didn’t last until I got home, though

The housekeeper had taken photos of Mike 

and Sarah’s room. All their stuff was gone

I thought those two were finally out of my life

and I was going to see what I could do with 

their old room

But when I opened the door, Mike jumped out 

at me

What are you still doing here?!I demanded

Why didn’t you say yes when you saved me

That’s what you’ve always wanted, right?” 

Mike sounded low and angry

It was too much like the day I was burned

It’s what you wanted, isn’t it? So you could 

be with Sarah!” 

I backed up, close to the door

It doesn’t make sense. You’ve been 

obsessed with me since we were kids. How 

could you throw away such a good chance to 

take advantage of me?” 

Mike came closer, looking bitter and 

resentful

Did Jason say something to you? Did you 

two hook up a long time ago? You’re just

fickle woman!” 

Hearing Jason’s name made me feel safe.

laughed

So? You’re upset that I’m not chasing after 

you anymore?” 

Don’t flatter yourself. You’re nothing to me

Mike.” 

He’d called me fickle. He was the greedy one

sleeping with Sarah while scheming to get my 

family’s money

He should have refused my help. But he was 

afraid he couldn’t get back on top without 

  1. me

Mike was furious, punching the wall next to 

  1. me

Amy, you’re only doing this because I’m

down on my luck. If Jason goes broke, you’ll 

be begging for me back!” 

You better worry about where you’re going 

to sleep tonight. Get out of my house!” 

I’d already sent a message to the 

housekeeper

Mike was dragged out, glaring at me

I changed the locks and the fingerprints.

wanted to put up a sign that said No Mikes 

or Sarahs Allowed.” 

Without Mike and Sarah, life was quiet

I told my parents what had happened. They 

didn’t understand why my feelings about Mike 

had changed, but they supported me

I started spending time at the office, learning 

about the business

I used to only care about Mike. Now I was 

focused on helping my dad

I had mentors at work, and I also had Jason 

to coach me. I was learning quickly, even 

though I didn’t have the experience to handle 

big deals yet

Without obsessing over one person, I got so 

I almost thought the past was a dream. The 

pain of death began to fade

I told the housekeeper to keep an eye on 

Mike

He and Sarah had left our house, but his 

enemies were on the prowl

He couldn’t do anything openly

I remembered what he’d said before I died

He said that anything I could give him, Sarah 

could give him too

It was ridiculous

Without me, without my family, Mike was 

nothing

They were supposed to be broke, but they’d 

moved into a nice apartment

Who was helping them

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